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Why I voted for Trump, and why you should get over it.

I know I’ve been quite MIA, but brain fog and exhaustion kinda rule my world these days. I have forced myself to sit in front of the computer today to bring you this post. I’m tired of rolling my eyes in reply to the issue I’m going to discuss, without having the energy to put the sentiment in a comment. So here is my reply.

The issue: Just how dumb us autism families are who voted for Trump.
‘God bless our tiny pinheads’ according to the internet and some of my very own friends. ‘SMH, how can they be so dumb, and they are living it!’  Articles float around from every major news source about just how awful Trump is going to be for us (Which, is actually Main Stream Media code for “Trump is going to be so awful for our pharma ad revenues” –because, really, main stream media didn’t give a damn about us before Trump, and they seriously do not give a damn now).

Here’s the thing… just how great did Obama make my life? Over his 8 years I saw services cut left and right. I saw a man enter the Presidency who was cautious about vaccines, who later backtracked with his condescending “Look,” (grrr I hate that) ‘trust the CDC, get the vaccines.’ Our lives didn’t get better under Obama. Things are actually worse for ME and MY SON. Obama did nothing for autism. No help. No help for adults. No plan for the oncoming tsunami of adults who need 24/7 care. No real effort to end the crisis. Nothing. He ignored the CDC Whistle Blower, he turned a blind eye. He is complicit in this mess.

Yes, I voted for Trump. A decision I made last minute. I was aware that Trump knew vaccines caused autism, but he hadn’t spoken of any plans to do anything about it. There was my hesitation. Up until a week before the election I was still the idiot bashing my Trump voting friends, just like some in the community continue to do. But Levi Quackenboss published a blog post a few days before the election that changed my mind. Levi told us of meetings between Trump & Wakefield. I trust Levi. It changed my mind.

Maybe Trump’s cuts in office will affect middle and upper class America. But, hate to be telling you how voting works, I didn’t think twice about them when I voted. I voted for me. I voted for my son. Our lives truly cannot get any worse. If they did it would mean that I am homeless and at that point with nothing to lose, I would camp out in front of my state capitol building.

Our country is on the track toward collapse, however –we simply cannot pay for the damage done to two generations of kids at this point. Maybe I’d shed a tear for the middle and upper classes a little bit if the vast majority had listened to me and my tribe for the past two decades as we shouted from the rooftops, “VACCINES ARE CAUSING AUTISM!” “Injecting BABIES with MERCURY is STUPID!” We tried to warn you. The chickens are comin’ home, my dear tens of tens of readers. 😉

So, there I was with a choice between the candidate who was a status-quo-pharma-ho and the one who doesn’t give a shit what you think, beholden to no one but his own ego*, and knows that vaccines cause autism.  There was really no contest. (*I say that with love in my heart. No judgement.)

And so far… my vote, has paid me back. President Elect Trump just appointed Robert Kennedy Jr to head up a vaccine safety commission.

Kennedy knows, and has the science to prove that vaccines caused my son’s autism (you all have the science too, just read it). He speaks of justice. To me, justice is compensation. Kennedy knows that the NVICP is useless. Kennedy knows that my son deserves justice for his brain damage, and that the people responsible need to face the consequences. That is WHY I voted for Trump. He’s done MORE for ‘autism’ (and the viability of this nation going forward) this past week than any president before him. And if you don’t think this is a ‘viability of a nation’ issue, then you haven’t been paying attention.

Oh, I know what some of you are thinking, “Silly girl, vaccines don’t cause autism, there is no study that links it! Bless your little pinhead!” To that I say… *eye roll* If you still say that… If you still believe there is no link, then hear this well, your ignorance is embarrassing. There is no excuse in 2017 to not know the facts.

Yes, I am living it. Yes, I voted for Trump, with good reason, and I am not sorry. And I’m not stupid. And I’m not a hillbilly. And I’m not racist. All things I ignorantly and emotionally said about Trump voters just a couple months ago. And you voted for Clinton, or Gary or Mickey Mouse, or no one. It was your right, it was my right. If we learn anything from this election, let it be that we need to work with our differences. And judging someone, calling them foolish, because they didn’t vote with YOUR best interests in mind, is pretty douchey.

Here is the fun part. I’m going to start a “Trump-o-meter” a… “Trumpstruction Report” um… a “Has Trump made my life better or worse” tally…. As you can see, I can’t settle on a name for it yet, but whatever we decide to call it (ideas?), it will run for Trump’s 4 years and it will document if having Trump in office has made our lives with autism better or worse. And I will be honest, because this is my brain-damaged, life-robbed, son we’re talking about. So far, we’re up. He’s not even in office yet and I have a promise a vaccine safety commission, led by a brilliant man who has the proof that vaccines cause autism.

So watch for that page coming soon to the website.

Yes, I am living it. I’ve been living it for 18 years and 11 months. I’ve been ignored. Marginalized. Called crazy, desperate, anti-science (oh, the fucking irony!). A lost cause. Now my team is up and the rest of you are just going to have to brace yourselves to accept the reality you’ve been denying for decades.

Fun Fact: Jimmy Stewart had mercury dropped directly onto his vocal cords for his ‘worn out’ voice in this filibuster scene.

As always, gold stars to those who point out my typos.

It’s not about guns.

Take away semi-automatic rifles and high capacity magazines and there can still be mass murder.

I gave myself ten minutes to come up with several ways to commit mass murder without a gun. It was easier than I imagined it would be. Scenarios involving: fire, home made bombs, cars, trains, poison, night clubs, hospitals, apt buildings, street festivals –all with legal items, or easy to obtain illegal items.

It’s not about guns. By the way, most handguns bought today are also “semi auto” and have high capacity mags. Take away the guns and people bent on mass murder can still pull it off. Sure, guns are easier, but the other ways are also easy.

We refuse to look at why people kill.
Happy, Healthy brains do not kill.

People on pharmaceuticals kill.
People with improper nutrition kill –this is a huge topic that I’m glossing over, but I’m talking about “metal illness”, cellular metabolic issues where people are seriously lacking in CRITICAL vitamins in their bodies that are needed for their brains to function properly.
We eat toxic food and drink toxic water and take toxic medicine and we are sick.

We are the fattest country (which is a toxin indicator), we take the MOST medication, we are the most medically neglected –and those who do seek “medicine” seek out the Western Medicine approach of symptom suppression. When will our leadership stand up and start talking about THAT?


Read about Linus Pauling, Abram Hoffer, Orthomolecular medicine and mental health. Read about the people who actually cured their sick brains with Vit C and Niacin. Not with psychotropic medications that actually have violence as a potential side effect.

As for the Second Amendment and all that “musket” talk… yes. Everyone had muskets back then… EVERY. ONE.
Match fire power for fire power. If the gov’t and police and criminals go back to muskets, then I’m cool with everyone having muskets. But until then I’ll keep my semi-auto guns with high capacity magazines.

What happened was horrible. I’m not trying to be cold.
But we are having the wrong conversation, and while gun crimes have gone down in countries that banned guns, those countries also are not as fucked up as we Americans are –raised on poison and hate –it’s all through our history. Put you flag down for a minute and take another look at history. When haven’t we been shitty to people who are different? It’s our sick culture and we have sick brains.

Have the right conversation or nothing will change.

Edit to add: I keep getting people saying, “Australia, Australia, Australia!” in my general direction.  Mass murders have not stopped in Australia. Snowtown Murders 12 bodies found in acid barrels, Childers Queensland Arson attack 15 dead, Churchhill Fire 10 dead, Lin Family murders 5 dead from being beat with a blunt instrument, Quaker Hill Nursing home fire 11 dead, Cairns Child killings 8 children stabbed to death –and that list doesn’t include the gun killings because YES, there have still been gun killings: Logan Shooting 3 dead, Hunt Family Murders 5 dead, Hectorville Seige 3 dead, Monash University Shooting 2 dead 5 injured.

Australia has 23.9 million people, the USA has almost ten times as many people. The USA has the highest prescription drugs use of any country, certainly more black box warning drugs where side effects are depression, suicide and all around murderous rage. I personally was rx’d a seizure med (Keppra) that made me want to kill people. It’s not about fucking guns for the love of all that is fucking holy. Stop comparing us to Australia unless you want to break down the numbers and do it right.

Florida, Saving Money, one hungry adult at a time.

There is this Conservative/Republican idea that we don’t need to be taxed to pay for social welfare programs. That such programs should run on private donations, because people are generally good and if they aren’t being taxed and “forced” to pay for these programs, then they will gladly open their wallets and just give.

So put your money where your mouth is. In Florida changes to the food stamp program went into effect where “able-bodied” adults who were WORKING, yet still met the income requirements, are being kicked off the program because they can only be on food stamps 3 months every 1.5 years.

Now at some point we decided how much of an income isn’t enough to afford proper nutrition, these people ARE WORKING JOBS, but still are not making enough money to feed themselves (don’t get me started on minimum wage/living wage in this country), HOWEVER we’ve now decided that they only deserve proper nutrition 3 months out of every 21 months?

And how much of that cut back do you expect to see back in your pockets, Floridians? Do you really think the state of Florida is going to give you your NINE CENTS back every month from this one particular cut? Heck no. I’m sure that slice will go toward some ridiculous pork. OR maybe they will throw it into the fund paying $506 a day to put autistic kids into nursing homes instead of paying the parents a tiny fraction of that to keep their kids at home. Way to think in a financially sound way, Florida!

People are so damn worried about the 2.6% of statistically-insignificant welfare fraud, that you will convince yourself that this move is a good thing –while completely ignore corporate welfare and the obscene amount of money we hemorrhage into “defense”. Smoke screens. You’ve been duped. Be ashamed, be very ashamed.

So put your money where your mouth is, because food banks and soup kitchens are about to see an influx of 12,000 people.

Dear Mr. President…

Everyone of you who signed the petition against mandatory vaccines from the White House petition site already know where I am going with this. We got an email update about the petition today telling us how wonderful vaccine are. (*vomit*).
It was a video from the same clown who did the morally void video with Elmo telling kids why they should get vaccines, undermining parents authority, yadda yadda yadda….

You know the one… This one. One’s a mindless puppet being controlled by a hand shoved up its ass, the other a loveable children’s character…


Well, when that fuckwad showed up in my inbox this morning it was easily ignored.

But as I scrolled to the delete button something caught my eye…

“And as the President himself said earlier this year, “There is every reason to get vaccinated, but there aren’t reasons to not.”

I’m sorry? There aren’t reasons to not?
I can give you $3 Billion dollars worth of reasons. NVICP.
I can give you 1 in 68 reasons.

Let me introduce you to the reasons not to.

It’s name is vaccine injury. And it’s real.
Their names are Gavin and L. My kids.

Gavin because he was vaccine injured.
L. because I refused to vaccinate him and he, though he has worse MTHFR mutations than his brother, and ALL the other risk factors that his brother didn’t have, remains “autism” free.

And you can GFYS along with all the other campaign promises that you pissed on re: Autism. GMOs.

Mr President, congrats on being just as much of a scum licking douche bag as the last guy. At least GWB didn’t pretend that he was good people. We got a douchebag in office and had to live with it. But you Sir, pretended to care. And so I hoist a hardy “Fuck You” your way (I saluted when I said though, out of respect of the office, if not the man.)

Oh and… P.S. Let me introduce you to the CDC Whistle Blower, William Thompson. He has a few reasons “not to” –call him up.

CDC Whistle Blower. MMR/Autism Link Covered UP

[This is not a thoughtful Jane blog. This is classic Autism Wars Jenny style blog.  Maybe when I cool off I will clean it up so those of you unwilling to share my f-bomb rants can share it. But I think you might agree this is called for and a long time coming.]

Vindication doesn’t feel as sweet as I thought it would. It kinda feels like shit. My son is still paying the price.  He will for the rest of his life –and we both, left with no recourse. We don’t get our day in court. There is no liability for the vaccine manufactures. But I am telling you right now, those of you with autistic children born AFTER this cover up –SUE THE FUCK out of the CDC. PLEASE. For my son. Do it for Gavin. Do it for justice for all the vaccine injured kids.

My son’s road down vaccine injury lane began with the “Birth Day Dose” of Hep B vaccines, there is no doubt. But the day he got the MMR and DTP was the nail in the coffin of his neurologically typical life. That is the day his language left. That is the day he slipped away right before my eyes… a body, empty –unable to connect to the outside world. Damaged.My son, before his MMR and right after.

My son, before his MMR and after the MMR.

CDC Whistle Blower. MMR-Autism Link Cover Up.

There are a lot of people out there today who are lucky I can’t afford to do the time.

To all the people who ever thought I was crazy for saying it… that vaccines cause autism… People who pretended to be my friends but talked shit behind my back. Blocked me from their news feeds, “unfriended” me… To the researchers who KNEW this was happening.  To the people who WRONGLY went after Dr. Wakefield… from the bottom of my heart… FUCK YOU. JUST SOOOOOO FUCK YOU. And your mother. And the horse you rode in on. And your SMALL SMALL BRAINS.

Now, for clarification… this is not saying that MMR only causes autism in African American kids… it’s behind the increase in ALL with the diagnosis, just at a much higher rate in African Americans. I am sure the media will grab and spin like this, “SEE! It is genetics” *MIDDLE FINGERS UP*

Decades have gone by…that we’ve been asking you to look at this link.  TELLING YOU that our kids vanished with the MMR shot.
DECADES that they could have been studying WHICH kids are genetically susceptible. BUT NO. It’s more profitable to ‘thin the herd’ by mass vaccination than to take the time to look. FUCK YOU.

Did they want it that way? A purposeful thinning of the herd? Is this flat out murder? Eugenics? Or were the lives lost and ruined just a “side effect” of the MULTI-BILLION dollar industry that is pharma? You greedy FUCKS.

Fuck you, you evil FUCKS.
Fuck you, you ignorant morons who chose to believe the LAMESTREAM media and not read the fucking studies for yourself. You ignorant ‘murricans are just part of the problem. Useful Idiots.

By the way, Leo’s body was positively identified today. Add that to the list of children you’ve MURDERED, CDC.

Pull up a chair, my dear fucking haters. I’m just getting started.
I’m never giving in, on with the mother fucking show.