I originally posted this photo in 2017. Disgusted that it had been three years, and nothing was being done. The clock just struck 8.
I said, among other profanities: “I have a hard time living in a world where three years have passed by since a senior CDC Scientist admitted that they committed FRAUD by omitting statistically significant data that showed the MMR vaccine given to black babies before the age of three was linked to an increase in autism AND that MMR was linked to “isolated autism” –and nothing has been done. BTW, Isolated autism is pretty much ALL autism. It means autism minus some other DX like MR, Fragile X, etc. So…. MMR is linked to all autism. They knew this. They spent YEARS tweaking the study trying to hide this fact. [They threw evidence in a trash can. They broke study protocol.] He STILL works for the CDC because that way they can control him –he can’t speak out and they can block him from testifying in court. No matter what Snopes tells you, this is TRUE. This DID happen. GO watch “Vaxxed” on Amazon Prime.”
This did happen. Bury your head in the sand if you want. I’m not going to fight you anymore. I’m tired, boss.
Vaxxed got traction. I had mixed feelings. Those who stood to lose billions got nervous –along with the politicians and gov’t agencies who enjoy a slice of those billions. The attacks began. I knew it was going to get way worse before it ever stood a chance at getting better.
The PR campaigns that followed were spectacular. Their greatest hit –if I’m going to go full tin foil, was a little ditty called, “Let’s engineer a virus, and set it free.” Yeah, I don’t have an airtight case on that, just a gut feeling mixed with an extreme familiarity with the playbook. I won’t get into that today, other than to say they overplayed their hand, and against my better knowledge, I see a sliver of hope and rebellion.
There’s a new book you need to read –well, new English translation, the book was written in 2019 in Hebrew.
I will no longer debate vaccines with anyone who hasn’t read it. It’s all laid out for you right there. Whether you are in the choir, on the fence, or have a claymore aimed straight on me –read it. Especially the newer team members.
No offense, but some of you joined the anti-vax team without the basic knowledge needed to formulate educated arguments and you make us sound nuts. Don’t be that person. Big love to you, but… Look, if your argument is “I just don’t want it.” you’re fine. But if you are out there engaging in debate, read up. Please.
My son suffered irreparable neurological damage after his MMR + DTaP. Video evidence shows the decline was rapid. He stopped speaking. He retreated. He was gone.
I’m just trying to stop it from happening to your kid. Read the fucking book.
William Thompson –my opinion of you hasn’t changed. I never had an ounce of love for you. You are a spineless, waste of flesh who committed war crimes. Your confessions have not absolved you from your sins.
I don’t want be a buzzkill, but vaccines are shit and I just don’t want ’em
I recently blew a job interview in a spectacular fashion. I didn’t sell myself. I gave generic answers. I gave bad answers that I could have turned around to explain what I was getting at –but didn’t. Just let it hang. I forgot to answer one part of one question they asked me (What are your strengths and weaknesses? Me: insert generic strengths, completely forget to answer weakness part). SMH. Spectacular.
The next day I was driving two hours from home to Pittsburgh to take my son with autism his Christmas gifts. He moved into a residential setting 8 months ago. Wait –back up, right? I haven’t updated this blog in so long most of you don’t know. That is a story for another day. He’s doing well, but not in HIS ideal location. More on that later.
I do my best thinking while outside of the house and driving. I had two hours to think about the rejection on the job offer and that’s when I thought about my answers. Cringe. By the time I got to Pittsburgh I had written a follow up letter, in my head, that was so wonderful, of course they’d reconsider me. (I might be a little full of myself, but it was a great letter!) The job in question was for Support Coordinator, working for individuals just like my son.
Then I walked into his house. And I remembered all the issues that I had with PA’s ODP in the 5 years we were trying to survive on their services. All the issues that are still affecting my son. The problems. The bad Support Coordinators we dealt with in the past (not all, we had one good one). The county holding the purse strings to my son’s waiver so tight that they denied him things that should have been paid for. The flat-out wrong information I was given. The questions I asked repeatedly that I never got answers too. The complete lack of understanding when it comes to those with severe autism and their unique needs.
I posted this on my FB page the night before my interview:
“In over preparing for my job interview I already started going thru the SC orientation on the MyODP website. They make you watch this documentary about Penhurst and the movement to close the institutions. AND I GET IT. I DO. But now I’m watching this webinar on their “Charting the Life Course” program and just… smh… so full of thoughts. When I was handed that colorful packet of papers to plan out my kid’s life, I saw it as more overwhelming bullshit and I tossed it. Their focus is SO ON Intellectual Disability that they are excluding the overwhelmed families who have violent children. I was too far gone to “chart my son’s life course”. I’m just trying to get through today. This is WHY Gavin lives in a busy city –against his will. They are so focused on “Everyday living” “Person Centered” “Dream Big” “Consumer Choice” —but they are ignoring my son’s will and dreams because once upon a time people who wanted to live in the community weren’t allowed. There are ways for individuals like Gavin to live full lives in a rural setting. And they won’t even hear it.”
The parents running ODP today are the old timers who saw the abuse of the institutions –but their information on severe and profound autism is just bad information. If they are getting input from individuals with autism, they are listening to the self-advocates who have nothing in common with my child. Nothing.
Gavin told me that he wants to live where he can just take off his headphones and play outside. He hides inside. He will go out for trips to the store and rides but he wears his headphones. He has to wear them in his own home too. What’s he listen too? LOUD fans. When I say loud fans, I mean, I put his headphones on once at the volume he listens to it at, and I screamed as loud as I could and I COULD NOT HEAR MY OWN VOICE. He’s destroying his hearing to block out the unwanted sounds of the city.
He did ask, repeatedly, for a house in the middle of nowhere, with no neighbors and no roads. Sirens set him off. Vacuums set him off. Smoke detectors and fire drills set him off (requirements for his home). The state of Pennsylvania says that he cannot have that. It’s too isolating. What happened to Person Centered? What happened to choice? What happened to letting the individual choose the life they want?
ID is NOT the same as Autism. Some Autism comes with a side of severe aggression due to sensory issues. Most Autism comes with sensory issues. Why is my son being forced into a living situation that is not what he wants? Don’t get me wrong, his staff is great. It’s the only reason I felt comfortable in this tough situation. But it’s not where he wants to be. And he’s not the only one. I’ve read stories of kids being tossed out of their rural farm-type school settings in PA at age 21 because they are not kids anymore! Grown ups! Go live in the community! They were thriving, and now they are kicked out because once upon a time people who wanted to live in the community weren’t allowed to. Once upon a time was 50 years ago and the times and individuals are a changin’.
There is also no plan or place for these individuals when they are a risk of harm to themselves or others. Behavioral Health for them is non existent. Drug him? The medications that calm most people make him more violent. NO ONE is trying to help. In the beginning I had a Behavioral Specialist on his team. She was useless. Kept coming to the house asking me what I wanted to do with no answers or solutions. The meetings just got more and more absurd. Each time, asking me what I wanted to do next. Um. Waiting on you, overpaid, waste of oxygen. If I knew what to do, we wouldn’t be in this mess.
I finally took him to the ER after a violent episode. “I can’t do this anymore. We need to trial medications, but I can’t do that at home because most make him more violent, this needs to be done inpatient.” The final answer? There are no beds anywhere in Western PA for him. You could stay here in the ER until one opens up in Pittsburgh, but that could be days, weeks because they pull from their own ER first. Me: “So you’re telling me if I really want to get him in, I need to take him to their ER, two hours away?” “Yes.”
They told me they’ve had to send away individuals threatening suicide. Threatening to kill family members. This is the state of services we’re facing.
I took him home.
It would take 7 months to find a home for him (we “lucked out” and got a consolidated waiver soon after I pulled the “I can’t do this anymore” pin, because another waiver recipient died. That is how you get the good waivers here, someone else has to die). It would have taken forever had I decided to wait for a house in the middle of nowhere, with no neighbors and roads, like he wants.
This is an unacceptable shit show. It needs to be fixed. Period. That’s the job I want. Fixing this mess. Not SC, my hands would be tied by the stupid regulations.
For the two hour drive home that is where my thinking went. The ones among us who are still ignored because the people in the position of power and authority are damn clueless.
I messaged my Gov, Lt. Gov, State Rep, State Sen, and Federal Senators and Reps after that night in the ER. I got generic replies from two of the Federal peeps and dead silence from everyone else. That’s how much they do not give a fuck about my child and those like him.
I have A LOT to say on this topic so you will be seeing me around more regularly. Buckle up.
I’m no religious scholar –but I was raised Catholic. I have life experience. I’m a human being. I can think and read and comprehend. So I feel confident in telling you this: No, you don’t get to interpret my religion for me.
Before I get into this, let me share a couple Headlines/Snippets/And such with you:
From the above link:
“Islam in the United States, for the most part, has not opposed vaccination under the principle of necessity, meaning that vaccines are necessary for health, so they cannot be prohibited by religious law.”
Ah yes! The “AmeriPharmacan” Twist! However, Muslims elsewhere recognize that non-halal porcine products are in vaccines and refuse them.
“The Catechism of the Catholic Church does not cover the topic of vaccination directly. Indirectly, there are a few canons that could be applied to vaccination issue. The Church recognizes the ability of human intellect to meet the God (canon 39), which is the foundation for the dialog with other religions, philosophy, and science. The canons 1939-1943 emphasize the virtue of solidarity in the world. By spreading spiritual values, the Church has throughout the centuries helped to create better social and cultural conditions for living among different nations. Catholicism should emphasize the importance of taking the risk of side effects of vaccination to strengthen solidarity with other humans. By taking this risk, people participate in the protection of the entire society, including those who cannot be vaccinated because of medical contraindications or have been vaccinated but without adequate immunogenic response.”
Macche! Using religion to push vaccination. That’s a fresh interpretation. (*ahem* Interpretation… we’ll get back to that word soon.)
Or maybe it’s not a fresh interpretation, as someone on my FB page pointed out that it’s a Jewish commandment to Guard Ones Health! HER interpretation of that meant to vaccinate. MY interpretation of that is to NOT inject poison into you body in a false sense of creating health –but to do the work of keeping a healthy body by proper nutrition and avoiding toxic things.
“Guarding your own health doesn’t only make sense, it’s actually a mitzvah. That means that even if you don’t want to do it, for whatever reason, you are still obligated to do so. The Torah is teaching us that our body is a gift from G‑d, and we are therefore not the owners of it and we can’t cause it any damage.
It is not enough to deal with health issues as they arise; we must take precautions to avoid danger. The final chapter of the Code of Jewish Law emphasizes that “just as there is a positive commandment to build a guardrail around the perimeter of a rooftop lest someone fall, so too are we obligated to guard ourselves from anything that would endanger our lives…”
Well, the greatest risk to my life are the side effects from vaccines, not the normal course of a mild childhood illness that provides life long immunity from further risk of death. (These illnesses are harder to recover from if you get them as an adult vs in childhood –and vaccine failure from fading ‘immunity’ is causing just that, a push into adulthood of what was essentially harmless in childhood.)
We can’t agree on how to interpret a stop sign. Some say it clearly means stop. I know of some rural intersections where I live, where most observe the STOP sign as a place to yield. And don’t get me started on “The Dress” or “Yanny V. Laurel”
Here is the “I’m no religious scholar” thing popping up. I had to do some googling… I’m finding that most people say there are 5-12 major religions of the world, yet estimated to exist are over 4200 religions.
There are over 2.1 billion Christians, and yet, that can be broken down into 5 main groups… and those can be broken down further. Why? Because we don’t all agree on the interpretations. So we split up and we start new churches and new denominations.
Just because some religious leaders are interpreting their religious texts to fit this call for vaccination –doesn’t mean that I have to follow their interpretation. All Catholics didn’t start molesting little boys just because their religious leaders did it.
The Supreme Court of the United States of America gets it.
”The US Supreme Court held in Frazee V. Illinois Dept. of Security, 489 US 829, that a religious belief is subject to protection even though no religious group espouses such beliefs or the fact that the religious group to which the individual professes to belong may not advocate or require such belief. This ruling is also reflected in Title VII of the Civil Rights Act of 1964 as amended Nov. 1, 1980; Part 1605.1- Guidelines on Discrimination Because of Religion.”
I would ask all of you to stand up for YOUR religious beliefs and hold your ground. You can legally claim religious exemption in 47 states (fight to get that freedom back in the other 3). You do NOT have to belong to a particular religion to do so. Your God doesn’t have to be a person in the sky. GOD can be an idea. GOD can be energy. GOD can be a tree. GOD can be the 14-year-old running this computer simulation in his moms basement. YOUR religion is YOURS. YOUR interpretation of your religious texts are YOURS.
A couple weeks ago the idiot du jour was Ed Day. I don’t even know where to begin on this one. He put out a largely unenforceable ban on the unvaccinated in Rockland County NY. Rockland had recently been named the healthiest county in NY by the way. Do you get it? The county with the biggest pocket of unvaccinated people is the healthiest? Right?
Turns out the 15 minutes of fame this brought him shook the dysfunctional family tree and what unfolded on social media must have left Jerry Springer salivating for a delicious bite. Accusations of pushing contracts to his mistress for one. Oh and he’s racist AF.
Then this happened.
“”ROCKLAND COUNTY NEW YORK The judge said such emergency orders cannot exceed five days. He also noted that 166 measles cases in a population of 330,000 people over six months doesn’t constitute an “epidemic” meriting an emergency declaration.”” –Timothy Welsh
The truly terrifying highlight: “IT IS FURTHER ORDERED that the parent or guardian of any child older than six months of age who lives, works or resides within the 11205, 11206, 11221 and/or 11249 zip codes and who has not received the MMR vaccine within forty eight (48) hours of this order being signed by me shall cause such child to be vaccinated against measles unless such parent or guardian can demonstrate that the child has immunity to the disease or document that he or she should be medically exempt from this requirement.”
This vaccine was never tested on 6-month-olds. It is not safe for 6-month-old babies. It shouldn’t be given to 12-month-olds either, but it is now. It was originally recommended for 18-month-olds. We know from CDC’s own data that autism is more likely in black children who get the shot before 36 months, and all kids with “isolated autism” (aka: the vast majority of our kids).
Those zip codes are Williamsburg and Bed-Stuy.
Jews and African Americans are being targeted.
I’ve read investigators are starting with known cases and working through their contacts to find the unvaxxed. I can’t find that link again, I’m looking. But it’s that and hopes their neighbors will rat them out I suppose.
If anyone in these zip codes needs a place to hide you’re welcome to head to my house. Hit me up.
From Children’s Health Defense: “Children’s Health Defense is supporting a legal effort to restrain this order immediately. Vaccination choice is a human right. While New York City unquestionably has the authority to isolate infectious individuals, and even to quarantine them, it does not have the authority to require vaccination for all individuals on the basis of zip codes with vaccines that explicitly carry the risk of death. This government overreach requires challenge. Please donate to our legal efforts at https://childrenshealthdefense.org/about-us/donate/”
As for the comments that MMR is NOT against any modern day religion, that’s bull shit. The Supreme Court has upheld that a religious belief doesn’t need to be a written rule*. Also, just because newer evolutions of a religion think it’s OK to inject the cells of murdered babies into themselves in the name of faulty science, doesn’t mean their followers have to accept this “change” in belief.
*”The US Supreme Court held in Frazee V. Illinois Dept. of Security, 489 US 829, that a religious belief is subject to protection even though no religious group espouses such beliefs or the fact that the religious group to which the individual professes to belong may not advocate or require such belief. This ruling is also reflected in Title VII of the Civil Rights Act of 1964 as amended Nov. 1, 1980; Part 1605.1- Guidelines on Discrimination Because of Religion.”
It took five minutes of me skimming their findings to comment:
“Did it ever occur to them that less kids are being Dx’d with SLD because as toxic exposures increase, the kids with SLD who were likely something mild like a dyslexia kid, or ADHD, are now the kids with a more severe Dx. The shift in Dx is because the child is more severely affected.”
Anyone who spends a couple days looking into how the forward thinking Doctors, Practioners, and Parents of today are treating autism successfully, they will see what we’ve all come to learn –which is that autism is a disorder of toxic overload. Research supports it. Labs support it. Clinical outcomes supports it. The fact that my 19 year old son’s ATEC score dropped from 100 to 51 after 4 months of a detox protocol really supports it.
(Link to the first TMR study on the Ioncleanse by AMD here. My son was in the second study. The second study showed even more improvements for kids of all ages with a more frequent protocol.)
This study looks at the numbers in 2000 and how they’ve shifted since then. My son was born in 1996. The kids in school in 2000 in the SLD category were the kids BEFORE the addition of the birth dose of Hep B. They were the beginning of the wave of new “Autism”. There was already a category for Autism in 2000. I promise you, no one would have confused Autism for SLD, even in 2000. There is no way you’d look at my toe running, hand flapping, non-verbal kid and say, “Hm. Call it SLD, we don’t know what it is!”
This article references NeuroTribes and the idea that the change in the diagnosing criteria in 1987 is the reason for the shift. 1987 vs. 2000. Are you telling me that no one in the school system or medical community picked up the DSM-IV until 2000? The shift we are seeing in the numbers in the diagnostic categories for this study shows what happens when you take genetically susceptible kids and pile more and more toxins into their bodies and brains. Kids are WORSE. Yes, the same number of kids are affected, but the severity is the issue.
So, I’m going to ask you to consider that our DNA has not changed significantly but that toxic exposure HAS increased.
Consider that some kids are genetically susceptible.
Consider that the numbers shifted each year because as toxic exposure went up, kids tipped from having a less severe issue like “reading comprehension problems” to full blown “autism”.
Consider the implications. Whether you believe it is vaccines, plastics chemicals, GMOs or whatever… Consider it.
So, thank you Chapman! Your study supports what myself and many in the field have been screaming from the mountain tops –you just were not equipped with all the info when you interpreted your findings. Please go back and look at it again with this information.