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They lie.

[Quick Hello first: I haven’t wrote a blog in forever. I’m exhausted on a daily basis. I do my ranting on Tsu and Facebook mostly, and then regret not turning it into a blog. So many things I should be writing about right now like the movie Vaxxed, and Andrew Wakefield and Del Bigtree, and Tribeca, and vaccines and Bob Wright. I will. I just wanted to rewrite a post that was on the old blog in some form but I don’t think I moved it over here, or perhaps it is here and I’m repeating myself, but it could use a little repeating.]

I have a million guesses as to why the average person finds it so hard to believe that the CDC would lie to them and cover up vaccine findings. I’m sure it’s a combination of many things. I saw something once that makes it easier for me to believe (I mean, besides watching my own child’s health tank with each round of vaccines, and reading all the research and medical books, etc.). Something that sat tucked away in my mind, to be pulled out later in a moment of, “Well, yeah, I’ve seen them make records disappear.”

I was stationed at Walter Reed when they had a group of men in for some medical testing regarding Gulf War Illness. This was 1995.
I was living in the student barracks, which were also medical hold and guest barracks in some sections. I would not only run into the men at work, but I’d see them around the barracks. I was on guard duty one night, sitting at the desk and chatting with one of the guys. They were getting ready to leave in the next day or two and he was telling me that when he went to get a copy of his medical records they weren’t there. He was told that there was no record of him having been seen, and he wasn’t the only one.

Naive me, “Oh c’mon! I took your x-ray. They have to be here.”
Now, I don’t remember if I had a computer there to pull it up, or if I followed up at work the next day –memories fade. I just remember being at our computer system and not being able to pull up his name. He was gone. Erased. I went to the file room. The films would be there, they had to be. Originals are never signed out. Gone. I had the names of a couple other guys, and same story. Gone from the computer. Gone from the file room. Gone. They couldn’t get copies of their own medical records from their time at Walter Reed, because apparently they were never there, evidence be damned.

I had heard stories later about how Gulf War records were “misfiled”, medical and otherwise. Some were sent to the main record facility, and they filed them not by name, or medical record number, but by date of visit and clinic, at least that was the story at the time.  Some were never found at all.  Remember too, at this point they were still denying that gulf war illness was a thing.

Misfiling paper records could be chalked up to incompetence. Computer records deleted might also be, but not when they match up to missing paper records. That speaks to something intentional.

Do a quick google search for Gulf war missing records. You’ll find some interesting reads. It’s a sad rabbit hole to go down when you start to read all these personal stories. Not only were medical records gone, but records of troop movements, gone. Anything to show where the troops were in relation to “toxic plumes”, gone. After action reports, gone. Vaccines administered, not entered into the records. So I guess I am not surprised that records of the “study” on troops would vanish immediately and the men given nothing but shrugged shoulders from head scratching employees saying, “Hm. Weird. I dunno.”

The government is fully capable of manipulating data, records and history to fit their needs. I wish I had thought harder about what I witnessed before I trusted the same people to vaccinate my child.

Long time,Billy… another open letter.

So here it is, another open letter to top CDC Scientist, William Thompson.

Hey, Billy.

How’s it going? Keeping busy?
It seems that perhaps you have been.
You want to know what I heard today? I heard this:

“It has been confirmed by reliable sources that #CDCwhistleblower, Senior Vaccine Safety Research scientist Dr. William Thompson with the CDC has now been granted official whistleblower status and full government immunity for disclosing what he shared with Brian Hooker, PhD on the CDC’s knowledge of the link between the MMR vaccine and autism.”

Now, tomorrow, I plan on contacting Posey’s office and ask about an update on all this –the documents that were turned over, and congressional hearings. I am going to write to my congressman. too.  I want to see hearings, soon.

Do the right thing, Billy.
I mean… have you been watching the news lately?
People still think that the MMR is safe and effective!! I know, I know!! Crazy right? There is one dad who wants all unvaccinated kids kicked out of his son’s school. Some people have called for mom’s like me to be thrown in jail! Or to lose my kids! Or to sue me!!
Sue me. That is always my favorite!! As a single autism mom, the only thing I own is debt!

–There was even a call for marking the unvax’d. Yep. Special bracelets… or… was it yellow stars? Hm. The herd mentality is alive and well, the Nazis would be proud.

Oh, I am sure you know how it goes. Let’s face it, I’m a little jaded. You’ll get up in front of congress and tell the truth and the pharma machine will tear you to pieces…  They’ll paint you as crazy or disgruntled… You’ll never work in your field again –but really, considering that so many doctors who are actually trying to help our kids have walked that path before you, take comfort in knowing you are not alone and that it is your turn. But we need you, we need you to be heard. Your words, one more drop in the bucket that’s about to run over.
Our tipping point, Billy.

Make sure they hear you.
The vaccine link question has NOT been answered yet.
The safety of this vaccine for all is not known.
And that it’s time to start finding the kids who are susceptible.
And that until then, some common sense in the vaccine schedule is needed.
And, FFS, measles isn’t deadly! Can you remind people that? I mean… if I had a wish list, that’s on it.

Come clean Billy, and I’ll be the first to chip in a couple bucks to your legal team.

A song to pump you up. They can’t hold us now, baby!





MMR, all the harmy goodness, none of the perks.

I don’t watch the news much.
I do prefer my dramas scripted, but not the ones that pretend to be true. So I missed out on all this Mumps nonsense. I caught a whiff of it in my Facebook newsfeed.

Why the NHL lost control of its mumps outbreak.
The highlights:

“As far as I know, everybody received the immunization when they were young.”

“Throwing a wrench into all of this is that some players with the disease recently did receive a booster. ”

“That’s because the optimal level of antibody to protect from the virus is unknown.”

And this nugget:

“The takeaway here is that the mumps vaccine works, we just don’t know how long it works.”

Let me share something here that I posted on FB today:

I had an MMR vaccine as a kid, #1. I had an MMR vaccine when I went to basic training in 93, #2. In 95 they did my titers. Not immune. I had another MMR in 95, #3. (Unfortunately, 2 months before getting pregnant with my future autistic child. There was a small case study that showed it’s more common for women who had the MMR shortly before getting pregnant, or right after while breast feeding, to have kids who regressed into autism when THE kids had their MMR). I had titers done again for a job in 99. Not immune. I told them to go to hell with their vaccine.

How long it works? Well for me, I can tell you it didn’t even hold for two years.

I saw some arguments on Facebook from friends of friends, blaming the hypothetical unvaccinated child for traveling abroad and bringing measles or mumps home, and spreading them to a classmate with cancer who then dies.

Well, shit. That would be awful. But they are operating under the false notion that vaccines are effective.


They’re not. We’re swimming in the proof.

Your fully vaccinated child is no more protected than my unvaccinated child.

And let’s not forget that two Merck scientists turned whistle blowers and are taking Merck to court to show that Merck flat out LIED about the effectiveness of the Mumps vaccine. Merck is being sued for fraud. If found guilty, I’m sure the fine they receive will come back to them in insane profits anyway –I bet they are orgasmic over this outbreak of Mumps and all the talk that maybe we need yearly boosters along with our flu shots.

Are you that dumb?

Why can’t most people understand that a vaccine comes with a list of ‘cons’ and risks just like any pill you’d put in your mouth? Why are most people, who are so critical of the government in every other aspect of life, so willing to give them a pass on the vaccine issue?
Check yourself.

Through my research, I would say that a vaccine that offers LIFE LONG immunity for any disease isn’t worth the risk to me and mine. And you want me to take that risk every year?

Why do you think vaccines are safe when an extremely-hard-to-win-at vaccine court has paid out 3 BILLION in damages since its creation 26 years ago?

I still can’t understand those people who plant their flag in “perfectly safe” land when the manufacturers themselves know they aren’t safe, and sought protection from liability. When officials have called them “unavoidably unsafe.” –under the idea that we need herd immunity –yet… We don’t have herd immunity. It’s a myth.

And have you forgotten about the #CDCWhistleBlower? You know… that top CDC scientist, William Thompson, who told everyone where to look for the omitted data in fraudulent CDC studies that would have showed an association between MMR and autism? The story you refuse to educate yourselves about because you haven’t seen it discussed in the mainstream media, yet?

Vaccines are not effective.
Vaccines can kill you.
Vaccines can maim you.

Educate yourselves.

Your ignorance doesn’t make it less true. #CDCWhistleBlower

I would like to address some of the current #CDCWhistleBlower blips that I am seeing pop up in the news and social media and blogs.

1. “The whistle blower said his words were taken out of context.”
Where exactly did he say that? How do you get that from this:

I have had many discussions  with Dr. Brian Hooker over the last 10 months regarding studies  the CDC has carried out regarding vaccines and neurodevelopmental outcomes including autism spectrum disorders. I share his belief that CDC decision-making and analyses should be transparent. I was not, however, aware that he was recording any of our conversations, nor was I given any choice regarding whether  my name would be made public or my voice would be put on the Internet.

He admitted that it’s his voice in those audios. In no statement has he said that his words were taken out of context, nor does he claim that Brian is editing his statements in any false or manipulative fashion. Instead, he owns his comments. Comments where he expresses regret, remorse, puts forth the biological plausibility of thimerosal causing tics (which is common in autism), says he wouldn’t let his pregnant wife get a thimerosal containing shot, talks of omitting statistically significant data in MORE THAN ONE STUDY, NOT JUST in black babies… etc.

Being recorded without your knowledge doesn’t make your comments ‘out of context” or any less true.

2. “#CDCWhistleBlower”
The hash tag itself.
I’m a bit peeved over this one.  When we, those who want justice for our vaccine injured kids and want susceptible populations identified, open our mouths –we have to be fully informed on a situation because the opposition, those who don’t give a shit about susceptible kids and deny my child’s brain damage even though they’ve never met him, will latch onto any misstep and use it against us.

I am a peeved, because on August 18th I took to twitter using #CDCWhistleBlower –firsties. My Bad. I used that tag because the information was put out to us that we had a whistle blower. Yes, he’s since gone forward and hired a whistle blower attorney… but on Aug 18th, he was not a Whistle Blower. He was a top CDC scientist who did a bad, bad thing and in an effort to sleep at night, confessed to Brian Hooker. I wish the headline would have been “CDC Scientists Admits Fraud”  It would have been one less thing to use against this campaign. But it’s out there now. Whatever.

However, no matter what Thompson ended up “being”,  doesn’t make his statements any less true.

3. Hooker’s Paper Has been retracted.
That old dress?
Sure, it has*, but it’s still online for you to view and you can see for yourself that CDC Scientist William Thompson is right. Do the math for yourself if it makes you happy.
*The paper is still there but there is a retraction article attached to it.

Retracting a study because some pharma shills cried, doesn’t make it any less true.

4. Vaccines are safe.
Those with the biggest hard-ons for vaccines go one step further than the manufacturers themselves. They claim vaccines are safe and they mock people who claim their children were injured by vaccines. (Even the manufacturers admit vaccine injury is very real, why not? It’s not like they can be sued!)
So how come almost 3 Billion has been paid out of the extremely-tough-to-win “vaccine court”?

Vaccine Injury is real. Just because you can’t read, don’t understand anatomy/physiology/biochemistry AND you are a #DoochBag doesn’t make that any less true.

5. Vaccines don’t cause autism. It’s been proven.
a. There has not been ONE STUDY that looks at vaccinated vs. unvaccinated kids. First they claimed it was unethical to do so, to ask some to skip vaccines. We pointed out that there are plenty of us who don’t and a record review could be done, ethically.  The CDC then fired back saying the results wouldn’t give us the full story because parents who don’t vaccinate are also likely to do other things, like eat organic.  Well, guess what, my 10 year old could figure out a way to design this study in about 30 minutes.  GET IT DONE.

Your refusal to do a study, doesn’t mean it’s been done.

b. Vaccines are not studied against placebos. They are looked at for safety vs. other vaccines ‘accepted as safe’. Again, they throw the “unethical” argument at us. “Since vaccines are KNOWN to be safe and effective, it’s unethical to give a control group a placebo and keep them away from life saving vaccines!” *eye brow up*
This is like testing Coke’s affect on blood sugar by comparing it to Pepsi, and then calling it safe for diabetics to drink because Pepsi said they are ‘accepted as safe’ for diabetics, and the effect on people between Coke and Pepsi was the same. Yeah. Stupid.

Your refusal to do a proper study, doesn’t mean it’s been done.

c. There has been no study looking at the WHOLE schedule as it is given.  One 800 mg Motrin, Meh. Eight at once…. not so Meh. Quantity matters. We should look at that.

Your refusal to study the sum effect of the mass vaccination program, doesn’t mean it’s been done.

6. Well, my kid got vaccines and is fine!

Awesome! I am very happy for you.  Mine isn’t.

My child with vaccine induced brain damage grew up along side my friend’s boy, who is typical,  getting most of their shots from the same lots.  My friend and I were pregnant at the same time. We ate the same, lived in the same environment, did most things together. The difference between Gavin and my friends boy? DNA. I believe in a genetic component to autism. But there is no such thing as a genetic epidemic.  GENES are NOT your destiny. Genes MUST BE turned off and on. Mutations cause one body to not function properly where another will.

Thousands of us watched our kids regress and get ill immediately after vaccination. This is a  HUGE collection of anecdotal evidence that deserves PROPER study, AND IS, by the way, the first step in the scientific method.  Observation.

Just because something didn’t happen to YOU, doesn’t mean it can’t happen to ME.

Vaccine injury is REAL. SOME KIDS are regressing and becoming very medically ill after shots. Shouldn’t we care to find out why?  The CDC’s omissions and lies have cost us 15 years of trying to figure out WHY.

EVEN if it’s not vaccines (it is), it is SOMETHING (vaccines), and we owe it to the human race to study it and figure out.

Want to keep your vaccine program intact and keep your herd immunity (which is a myth)? Find out which kids are susceptible. Start with looking at kids with methylation cycle SNPs. THESE ARE VERY COMMON IN AUTISM! Our kids aren’t making energy properly. They are not breaking down and processing nutrients properly. They are not detoxing properly. And before you try to say that that is the answer alone, again: genes need to be triggered, and I know plenty of siblings with mutations and NO autism (they were NOT VACCINATED).

JUST because you don’t understand something, doesn’t mean other people don’t.

7. You don’t know Autism.
Autism is the sum of it’s parts.

I say again… “Autism” is NOT one thing. This might be why it’s so hard for the average person to understand that vaccines can cause autism.
It IS biologically plausible.
Autism is a label, that is slapped on a box, that contains a list of “features or symptoms”

Those “features” (like tics, for example, which CDC Scientist William Thompson believes and states are linked to thimerosal exposure, also saying, ““There is biologic plausibility right now to say that thimerosal causes autism-like features.”) and symptoms ARE found on the table of injuries that ARE compensatable vaccine injuries under the NVICP.

Speech and Language issues? Hey! I went to college for that! I remember one class discussion about apraxia in kids. The professor said it’s controversial because, in adults, apraxia is caused by brain injury… and when it presents in kids there is no brain injury.
Vaccines cause encephalopathies. This is a well know, admitted and compensatable vaccine induced BRAIN injury. Hello?

Your ignorance as to what autism is, and what the symptoms and features are and how they may, biologically, be induced… does not make the vaccine/autism link untrue.

Your refusal to learn the facts, read for yourself, and stop and think doesn’t make any of the following less true:

1. Thompson admitted to Brain Hooker, on audio tape, to omitting data linking an increase in autism to black boys who get an MMR shot before 36 months. That studies on tics and thimerosal were altered. That studies showing MMR was linked to “isolated autism” were altered to water down the results… [something they’ve done before, information we’ve known about for years! (thimerosal, Verstraeten, Simpsonwood –Read RFK Jrs work on this)]

These are three examples that we know of so far. Congressman Posey’s office is currently wading through a crap ton of documents turned over to them from CDC SCIENTIST WILLIAM THOMPSON.

2. Autism is a collection of symptoms that are known vaccines injuries.

3. There are OBVIOUSLY children who are predisposed to vaccine injury and we, as a society of human beings ought to find out who they are and why.

4. That a court case is going forward right now with TWO internal REAL Honest-to-Goodness Whistle Blowers from inside Merck, suing Merck over lies they told about the efficacy of their MMR vaccines.

5.  cdcmeme3

6. There are a LOT of people out there who stand to lose a LOT of money AND go to jail (I’m looking at you Coleen 😉 Julie 😉 ) when the truth about vaccines comes out. I have to wonder why the average American is so willing to put their child’s health up on the alter to be sacrificed for those people.

7. The Vaccine Question has NOT been Answered, yet.

8. All this has happened. CDC Whistle Blower Time Line.



Mostly Illogical, Often Ironic.

I was almost run over and off the road today by a dualie with a “choose life” license plate.

Made me think of posts like this from the Anti-anti-vaccine crowd.
evil troll

These are the people who claim to be pro-health, pro-vaccine for the good of the herd. They care. They really do. *eye roll*
Yet, they often tell us that they hope our kids DIE.

They’ve really said that. Wished death. Upon children.
And they hate all the unvaccinated children. They don’t care that there is a history of vaccine injury in my family. I should vaccinate my youngest anyway, according to them.  Let the chips fall where they may –for the good of the herd.

They operate under the idea that vaccines are effective.  Ha…. *ahhhh*
They touch themselves while moaning out words like “Herd Immunity” –forgetting that the concept of herd immunity includes protecting those whose cannot get vaccinated because the risk of injury from vaccination would be too great.
Plus, “Herd Immunity” is a myth anyway, so there’s that.

To them I present my 10 year old’s vaccine record along with a loud and proud “Go Fuck Your Mother”

Yep, he got the pox. And didn’t DIE! As a matter of fact, he cleared them in TWO DAYS. My fully vaccinated/vaccine injured son had them on his body for weeks AND for YEARS after when he’d get upset and cry, they scars would light up bring red.
In 2009, when my youngest was 5, we were living in Baton Rouge. Right when the man bear pig flu came through.  My fully vaccinated son, and my fully vaccinated self, were sick in bed for 8 days. My unvaccinated YOUNG son, was sick for two days.  Thank the dogs he was there to take care of us.
When he gets an illness with fever, he kicks it in 12 hours.
Ain’t it funny how well an unadulterated immune system works?

Anecdotal? You betcha.
The thing is… there are a LOT of moms like me, with unvaccinated kids like him, with the same story. And those of you who pound on your chest while screaming and spitting out the words “SCIENTIFIC METHOD” seem to have forgotten that observations, certainly an overwhelming number of similar observations , deserve study. So why can’t we get our unvaccinated vs. vaccinated study looking at autism, allergies and other illnesses? Hmmm?
(I think you’re foolish to think it hasn’t been done. It would quiet the masses, no? I think it was done. I think it showed that unvaccinated kids are healthier with less autism. And I think they buried it. Maybe our CDC Whistle Blower would know something about that, hm?)Where is the part about omitting statistically significant data?? LOLZ

^^Hey, Where’s the part about omitting statistically significant data?? LOLZ

But I digress, as usual…

Back to the trolls who want to save children, but wish death to children…


These same trolls came out of the woodwork to get Chili’s to cancel an event that was going to raise funds to help prevent wandering deaths in autistic children. Right before summer. A summer that claimed at least 20 autistic kids to drowning. I stopped counting after a while. It’s too fucking depressing.

Today, they got State Farm to dump Rob Schneider because he believes that parents have the right to refuse pharmaceuticals that they believe pose more risk than benefit to their child.

Rob, welcome to our world. You’ve bled with us now. We loved you before, but now you are kin.

So who are these trolls?

Here’s an observation for you.
When I am in public, roaming all over this lovely country, I am always questioned about my child.
Stranger: “Does he have… autism?”
Me: “Yes.”
Stranger: “My (fill in the blank younger relative) does too. I think it was the vaccines, do you?”

Yes. It really happens that way.
Or it goes down like this:
Stranger: “My (fill in the blank younger relative) does too.”
Me: “Yeah, so RARE, right? It’s the vaccines.”
Stranger: “I think so, too.”

Me: “Yeah, so RARE, right? It’s the vaccines.”
Stranger: “Really?”
Me: “Yes. Autism is not ONE THING. It’s a collection of symptoms that, in and of themselves, can be vaccine injuries. If you have enough of the symptoms you win the diagnosis. We are injecting kids with neurotoxins and DNA and substances that excite their immature immune systems. It’s not a stretch, it’s biologically plausible and there are lots of studies that support the link. Look into it for yourself.”
Stranger: “I will”

NEVER ONCE have I met one of these trolls in person.
NEVER ONCE has someone said to me, “You are so full of shit, you science denier!! I hope your kid gets measles and DIES.”

Probably because these people aren’t “real”
They are working a job.
And if you too have aspirations to kill off the human species, you can join them.