I originally posted this photo in 2017. Disgusted that it had been three years, and nothing was being done. The clock just struck 8.
I said, among other profanities: “I have a hard time living in a world where three years have passed by since a senior CDC Scientist admitted that they committed FRAUD by omitting statistically significant data that showed the MMR vaccine given to black babies before the age of three was linked to an increase in autism AND that MMR was linked to “isolated autism” –and nothing has been done. BTW, Isolated autism is pretty much ALL autism. It means autism minus some other DX like MR, Fragile X, etc. So…. MMR is linked to all autism. They knew this. They spent YEARS tweaking the study trying to hide this fact. [They threw evidence in a trash can. They broke study protocol.] He STILL works for the CDC because that way they can control him –he can’t speak out and they can block him from testifying in court. No matter what Snopes tells you, this is TRUE. This DID happen. GO watch “Vaxxed” on Amazon Prime.”
This did happen. Bury your head in the sand if you want. I’m not going to fight you anymore. I’m tired, boss.
Vaxxed got traction. I had mixed feelings. Those who stood to lose billions got nervous –along with the politicians and gov’t agencies who enjoy a slice of those billions. The attacks began. I knew it was going to get way worse before it ever stood a chance at getting better.
The PR campaigns that followed were spectacular. Their greatest hit –if I’m going to go full tin foil, was a little ditty called, “Let’s engineer a virus, and set it free.” Yeah, I don’t have an airtight case on that, just a gut feeling mixed with an extreme familiarity with the playbook. I won’t get into that today, other than to say they overplayed their hand, and against my better knowledge, I see a sliver of hope and rebellion.
There’s a new book you need to read –well, new English translation, the book was written in 2019 in Hebrew.
I will no longer debate vaccines with anyone who hasn’t read it. It’s all laid out for you right there. Whether you are in the choir, on the fence, or have a claymore aimed straight on me –read it. Especially the newer team members.
No offense, but some of you joined the anti-vax team without the basic knowledge needed to formulate educated arguments and you make us sound nuts. Don’t be that person. Big love to you, but… Look, if your argument is “I just don’t want it.” you’re fine. But if you are out there engaging in debate, read up. Please.
My son suffered irreparable neurological damage after his MMR + DTaP. Video evidence shows the decline was rapid. He stopped speaking. He retreated. He was gone.
I’m just trying to stop it from happening to your kid. Read the fucking book.
William Thompson –my opinion of you hasn’t changed. I never had an ounce of love for you. You are a spineless, waste of flesh who committed war crimes. Your confessions have not absolved you from your sins.
I don’t want be a buzzkill, but vaccines are shit and I just don’t want ’em
There is an article going around titled, “Anti-vaccination leaders fuel black mistrust of medical establishment as covid-19 kills people of color” I won’t link it because they don’t deserve the ad click.
The article contains the usual bull shit. Wakefield. Discredited. Fraudulent. Retracted. Which is a lie. IT LEAVES OUT SOMETHING VERY IMPORTANT.
You know what fuels “black mistrust?” It’s the CDC throwing data in the trash can that linked something like a 276% increase in Autism in black children who got the MMR before 36 months of age.
RIGHT IN THE TRASH. This is all public knowledge. They tried to water down the results and when they couldn’t, they simply excluded the kids in the study who this applied to. Changed the model midstudy. Which is against every protocol out there.
We are coming up on the 6 year anniversary of the #CDCWhistleBlower when all this information came to light. Mainstream media: Crickets.
Fuck you, CDC Fuck you, William Thompson. Turning over the documents doesn’t absolve your sins.
P.S. The study also linked all “isolated autism” to the MMR. Isolated autism means without other dx. So… the VAST majority of our kids. #GoodLuckWithYouVaccines
“As far as I know, everybody received the immunization when they were young.”
“Throwing a wrench into all of this is that some players with the disease recently did receive a booster. ”
“That’s because the optimal level of antibody to protect from the virus is unknown.”
And this nugget:
“The takeaway here is that the mumps vaccine works, we just don’t know how long it works.”
Let me share something here that I posted on FB today:
I had an MMR vaccine as a kid, #1. I had an MMR vaccine when I went to basic training in 93, #2. In 95 they did my titers. Not immune. I had another MMR in 95, #3. (Unfortunately, 2 months before getting pregnant with my future autistic child. There was a small case study that showed it’s more common for women who had the MMR shortly before getting pregnant, or right after while breast feeding, to have kids who regressed into autism when THE kids had their MMR). I had titers done again for a job in 99. Not immune. I told them to go to hell with their vaccine.
How long it works? Well for me, I can tell you it didn’t even hold for two years.
I saw some arguments on Facebook from friends of friends, blaming the hypothetical unvaccinated child for traveling abroad and bringing measles or mumps home, and spreading them to a classmate with cancer who then dies.
Well, shit. That would be awful. But they are operating under the false notion that vaccines are effective.
They’re not. We’re swimming in the proof.
Your fully vaccinated child is no more protected than my unvaccinated child.
And let’s not forget that two Merck scientists turned whistle blowers and are taking Merck to court to show that Merck flat out LIED about the effectiveness of the Mumps vaccine. Merck is being sued for fraud. If found guilty, I’m sure the fine they receive will come back to them in insane profits anyway –I bet they are orgasmic over this outbreak of Mumps and all the talk that maybe we need yearly boosters along with our flu shots.
Are you that dumb?
Why can’t most people understand that a vaccine comes with a list of ‘cons’ and risks just like any pill you’d put in your mouth? Why are most people, who are so critical of the government in every other aspect of life, so willing to give them a pass on the vaccine issue?
Through my research, I would say that a vaccine that offers LIFE LONG immunity for any disease isn’t worth the risk to me and mine. And you want me to take that risk every year?
Why do you think vaccines are safe when an extremely-hard-to-win-at vaccine court has paid out 3 BILLION in damages since its creation 26 years ago?
I still can’t understand those people who plant their flag in “perfectly safe” land when the manufacturers themselves know they aren’t safe, and sought protection from liability. When officials have called them “unavoidably unsafe.” –under the idea that we need herd immunity –yet… We don’t have herd immunity. It’s a myth.
And have you forgotten about the #CDCWhistleBlower? You know… that top CDC scientist, William Thompson, who told everyone where to look for the omitted data in fraudulent CDC studies that would have showed an association between MMR and autism? The story you refuse to educate yourselves about because you haven’t seen it discussed in the mainstream media, yet?
Vaccines are not effective.
Vaccines can kill you.
Vaccines can maim you.
I have had many discussions with Dr. Brian Hooker over the last 10 months regarding studies the CDC has carried out regarding vaccines and neurodevelopmental outcomes including autism spectrum disorders. I share his belief that CDC decision-making and analyses should be transparent. I was not, however, aware that he was recording any of our conversations, nor was I given any choice regarding whether my name would be made public or my voice would be put on the Internet.
He admitted that it’s his voice in those audios. In no statement has he said that his words were taken out of context, nor does he claim that Brian is editing his statements in any false or manipulative fashion. Instead, he owns his comments. Comments where he expresses regret, remorse, puts forth the biological plausibility of thimerosal causing tics (which is common in autism), says he wouldn’t let his pregnant wife get a thimerosal containing shot, talks of omitting statistically significant data in MORE THAN ONE STUDY, NOT JUST in black babies… etc.
Being recorded without your knowledge doesn’t make your comments ‘out of context” or any less true.
The hash tag itself.
I’m a bit peeved over this one. When we, those who want justice for our vaccine injured kids and want susceptible populations identified, open our mouths –we have to be fully informed on a situation because the opposition, those who don’t give a shit about susceptible kids and deny my child’s brain damage even though they’ve never met him, will latch onto any misstep and use it against us.
I am a peeved, because on August 18th I took to twitter using #CDCWhistleBlower –firsties. My Bad. I used that tag because the information was put out to us that we had a whistle blower. Yes, he’s since gone forward and hired a whistle blower attorney… but on Aug 18th, he was not a Whistle Blower. He was a top CDC scientist who did a bad, bad thing and in an effort to sleep at night, confessed to Brian Hooker. I wish the headline would have been “CDC Scientists Admits Fraud” It would have been one less thing to use against this campaign. But it’s out there now. Whatever.
However, no matter what Thompson ended up “being”, doesn’t make his statements any less true.
Vaccine Injury is real. Just because you can’t read, don’t understand anatomy/physiology/biochemistry AND you are a #DoochBag doesn’t make that any less true.
5. Vaccines don’t cause autism. It’s been proven.
a. There has not been ONE STUDY that looks at vaccinated vs. unvaccinated kids. First they claimed it was unethical to do so, to ask some to skip vaccines. We pointed out that there are plenty of us who don’t and a record review could be done, ethically. The CDC then fired back saying the results wouldn’t give us the full story because parents who don’t vaccinate are also likely to do other things, like eat organic. Well, guess what, my 10 year old could figure out a way to design this study in about 30 minutes. GET IT DONE.
Your refusal to do a study, doesn’t mean it’s been done.
b. Vaccines are not studied against placebos. They are looked at for safety vs. other vaccines ‘accepted as safe’. Again, they throw the “unethical” argument at us. “Since vaccines are KNOWN to be safe and effective, it’s unethical to give a control group a placebo and keep them away from life saving vaccines!” *eye brow up*
This is like testing Coke’s affect on blood sugar by comparing it to Pepsi, and then calling it safe for diabetics to drink because Pepsi said they are ‘accepted as safe’ for diabetics, and the effect on people between Coke and Pepsi was the same. Yeah. Stupid.
Your refusal to do a proper study, doesn’t mean it’s been done.
c. There has been no study looking at the WHOLE schedule as it is given. One 800 mg Motrin, Meh. Eight at once…. not so Meh. Quantity matters. We should look at that.
Your refusal to study the sum effect of the mass vaccination program, doesn’t mean it’s been done.
6. Well, my kid got vaccines and is fine!
Awesome! I am very happy for you. Mine isn’t.
My child with vaccine induced brain damage grew up along side my friend’s boy, who is typical, getting most of their shots from the same lots. My friend and I were pregnant at the same time. We ate the same, lived in the same environment, did most things together. The difference between Gavin and my friends boy? DNA. I believe in a genetic component to autism. But there is no such thing as a genetic epidemic. GENES are NOT your destiny. Genes MUST BE turned off and on. Mutations cause one body to not function properly where another will.
Thousands of us watched our kids regress and get ill immediately after vaccination. This is a HUGE collection of anecdotal evidence that deserves PROPER study, AND IS, by the way, the first step in the scientific method. Observation.
Just because something didn’t happen to YOU, doesn’t mean it can’t happen to ME.
Vaccine injury is REAL. SOME KIDS are regressing and becoming very medically ill after shots. Shouldn’t we care to find out why? The CDC’s omissions and lies have cost us 15 years of trying to figure out WHY.
EVEN if it’s not vaccines (it is), it is SOMETHING (vaccines), and we owe it to the human race to study it and figure out.
Want to keep your vaccine program intact and keep your herd immunity (which is a myth)? Find out which kids are susceptible. Start with looking at kids with methylation cycle SNPs. THESE ARE VERY COMMON IN AUTISM! Our kids aren’t making energy properly. They are not breaking down and processing nutrients properly. They are not detoxing properly. And before you try to say that that is the answer alone, again: genes need to be triggered, and I know plenty of siblings with mutations and NO autism (they were NOT VACCINATED).
JUST because you don’t understand something, doesn’t mean other people don’t.
7. You don’t know Autism. Autism is the sum of it’s parts.
I say again… “Autism” is NOT one thing. This might be why it’s so hard for the average person to understand that vaccines can cause autism.
It IS biologically plausible.
Autism is a label, that is slapped on a box, that contains a list of “features or symptoms”
Those “features” (like tics, for example, which CDC Scientist William Thompson believes and states are linked to thimerosal exposure, also saying, ““There is biologic plausibility right now to say that thimerosal causes autism-like features.”) and symptoms ARE found on the table of injuries that ARE compensatable vaccine injuries under the NVICP.
Speech and Language issues? Hey! I went to college for that! I remember one class discussion about apraxia in kids. The professor said it’s controversial because, in adults, apraxia is caused by brain injury… and when it presents in kids there is no brain injury.
Vaccines cause encephalopathies. This is a well know, admitted and compensatable vaccine induced BRAIN injury. Hello?
Your ignorance as to what autism is, and what the symptoms and features are and how they may, biologically, be induced… does not make the vaccine/autism link untrue.
Your refusal to learn the facts, read for yourself, and stop and think doesn’t make any of the following less true:
1. Thompson admitted to Brain Hooker, on audio tape, to omitting data linking an increase in autism to black boys who get an MMR shot before 36 months. That studies on tics and thimerosal were altered. That studies showing MMR was linked to “isolated autism” were altered to water down the results… [something they’ve done before, information we’ve known about for years! (thimerosal, Verstraeten, Simpsonwood –Read RFK Jrs work on this)]
These are three examples that we know of so far. Congressman Posey’s office is currently wading through a crap ton of documents turned over to them from CDC SCIENTIST WILLIAM THOMPSON.
2. Autism is a collection of symptoms that are known vaccines injuries.
3. There are OBVIOUSLY children who are predisposed to vaccine injury and we, as a society of human beings ought to find out who they are and why.
4. That a court case is going forward right now with TWO internal REAL Honest-to-Goodness Whistle Blowers from inside Merck, suing Merck over lies they told about the efficacy of their MMR vaccines.
6. There are a LOT of people out there who stand to lose a LOT of money AND go to jail (I’m looking at you Coleen 😉 Julie 😉 ) when the truth about vaccines comes out. I have to wonder why the average American is so willing to put their child’s health up on the alter to be sacrificed for those people.
I first wrote this blog a year ago and took it down from the old site to move here. I’ve updated and made some edits. It probably should be two separate blogs but… whatever. Take a coffee break in the middle.
Let me start with this: Autism is not one thing. Autism is the manifestation of cellular/organ damage. It’s a list of symptoms (“features”) and if you have enough of them, you win the autism diagnosis. Those “features” are the result of various injuries to the body.
This is the biggest stumbling block to helping the general population realize that vaccines can (and do) cause “autism”. When you understand the individual “features”, or symptoms, of autism, then you can better understand the biological plausibility of vaccines causing “autism”.
Vaccines are known to cause various encephalopathies and those can cause the symptoms that land you the ASD diagnosis.
So vaccines cause autism. If you refuse to see that, then you refuse to see that turning the ignition key in your car is what starts your engine just because in between the key turn and engine roaring, is a starter (I am sure there are more things but I have the girl-dumb when it comes to cars).
Now that that is out of the way…
Society has changed so much in the last 50-100 years. Chemicals that never existed before are suddenly here. We introduced these things into the world without doing any long term studies. Well… the ‘studies’ are being done. On a mass scale. To all of us, without informed consent –just by existing in the world today.
“After the date of the congressional hearing with Admiral Zumwalt, Coleen Boyle was listed as part of a study that looked at the prevalence of Viet Nam veterans who had children with spina bifida called “The Embryo Study”. The study showed that those men who had reported a higher exposure to Agent Orange had a higher than normal likelihood of fathering children with spina bifida.”
It caught my eye for many reasons –like the article points out, Coleen is one of the douchebags dicking around our children on the autism issue today. (My words of course 😉 2014 UPDATE: And now we know she perjured herself in front of congress thanks to the CDC Whistle Blower, William Thompson).
Made me think of MTHFR mutations.
These are mutations that effect the methylation cycle in the body.
They are common in autism.
My son has Spina Bifida Occulta. He and I both have Chiari Malformations where our brains are so freaking large they push out of our skulls. 😉 Yeah it’s like that! –My son has mild Scoliosis too.
Chiari is a common theme in the the daughters of Vietnam vets.
Chiari and Scoliosis and Spina bifida (also common in kids and grand kids of Vietnam vets) are all neural tube issues –MTHFR can explain that. Dioxins mutating the MTHFR genes, causing folate issues in the daughters of Vietnam vets can explain a LOT of this.
Visit Mthfr.net as a jump off for info on this.
Thankfully, these conditions for my son are mild. At least I think the Chiari is mild. The symptoms can overlap with… wait for it… AUTISM! (Features of autism, remember!)
I spoke to a Chiari specialist (who is becoming an Autism/Chiari specialist). He told me that while there are no official numbers, Chiari IS HIGHER IN THE AUTISM POPULATION vs. the general population. I wonder if it’s higher in the military veteran/family population. Because that is my experience as well.
(And side note while I am at it, the number of moms who got the mercury laden versions of the Rhogam shot is MUCH higher in autism populations as well.)
I did the 23andme.com DNA test for myself and my boys… and let me tell you, we are a bunch of mutated MTHFRs. (Yeah, read that as Mother Fuckers, we all do, it’s OK). Gavin has a mild form of spina bifida because all the folic acid I consumed in my pregnancy was damn near USELESS. My youngest didn’t suffer this because I was eating WHOLE foods containing lots of folate during my pregnancy with him. Folate my body can use. My body cannot break down folic acid into the folate form it needs.
Not only did my ASD child have a Vietnam vet Grandpa one my side, his paternal Grandfather was ALSO in Vietnam. Most of Gavin’s mutations are homozygous. He got a dose of mess from me and from his dad.
My child was fucked. He didn’t have a chance once vaccines were injected into his body… with his altered DNA and messed up metabolic pathways and toxic load handed down by his mother. It was the perfect storm.
My youngest son has even worse mutations. Super glad I didn’t vaccinate him.
The dioxin issue came into sharp focus in Australia last year, when investigative journalists found high levels of dioxin in supplies of 2,4-D (the same supplier that provides 2,4-D to American customers).
Features of autism?
Vaccines are one cause of systemic damage that causes the body to behave in patterns and ways that we identify as features of autism.
Petro chemicals and how they are processed into our plastics are one cause of systemic damage that causes the body to behave in patterns and ways that we identify as features of autism.
GMO’s are one cause of systemic damage that causes the body to behave in patterns and ways that we identify as features of autism.
Genetic disorders of mutations and deletions are one cause of systemic damage that causes the body to behave in patterns and ways that we identify as features of autism.
We will never be able to scientifically prove ONE cause by today’s standards. Never. But we need to stop this game of semantics and realize that way too many human offspring are being born with developmental malformations and genetic predispositions that need only the addition of an environmental trigger to mess them up for life. And so much in our environment has changed to cause these problems.
To go back 50 years, we need to go back 50 years. We need to completely change our way of life.
Our species is on its way out, I can’t say it loudly or often enough. If you are OK with that… Then keep on this path. Buy 5 soft drinks a day in plastic bottles. Eat poorly, the GMOs and processed foods and spend all your time sick and all your money on medicine that is shortening your life. Get your vaccines instead of just staying healthy and eating right. Enjoy all your electronic MUST HAVES –that not only pollute the environment by means of coal fired plants but with electro-smog as well. We are electrical creatures. This IS affecting us. Use up all the oil. Bathe in the radioactive fall out.
Part 2… maybe? I think I was manic when I wrote this last year…
Let’s talk cumulative, generational damage…. shall we?
This looks like a poem:
I still remember being smart.
Being able to read something quickly, comprehend, synthesize, and apply.
After so many vaccines… so many…
Let’s not forget the times I volunteered to be injected with shit at WRAIR to get out of work early –they said it was allergy testing. Maybe it was. Maybe.
After all the mercury fillings…
Various work place chemical exposures…
I’ve paid almost $400 in fines this year because I don’t remember to inspect and register my car –so I keep getting pulled over.
I broke my new lawnmower in May when I got it. I’m going to call them soon to get it fixed. Soon.
My car needs repairs. I’m going to call the mechanic tomorrow to get it in. Tomorrow.
I’ve been going to order DNA tests for all of us to confirm my MTHFR suspicions for over a year. (Did it. I was right.)
My latex allergy reached epi-pen proportions 18 months ago. I finally called my doctor last month about that.
It’s not laziness. I can’t prioritize. I forget. Some days I just can’t handle the effort needed to make a phone call.
Sometimes I have to read shit 10 times and still don’t know what I’ve read…
–This damage is generational. It’s getting progressively worse. My parents generation did OK for the most part. My generation I see struggling. Adult ADHD. Epilepsy. Tourettes. Auto-Immune Disorders. Chronic Inflammation.
I see a generation of Millennials who aren’t doing anything. They didn’t go to college, a ton of them don’t drive. Some don’t work for no good reason… Most of these kids were the first to get the harmful Hep B vaccine at birth, they’re the first offspring of humans brought up on processed foods, they ate GMOs in plentiful amounts. But I see that generation as the “in-betweeners” because not all of them got the Hep B and most did not get the amount of vaccines that kids get now.
But the next generation? Those born from the very late 80s onward… They get it all. Altered DNA, Parental toxic load. GMO/Processed food extravaganza. A dose of Hep B vaccine as a “Welcome to this Cruel World” present, with 36 more vaccines by age 18 months. Fifty-one vaccines by Kindergarten.
I saw two generations above me work all their lives without issue. I saw one generation above me go a good 30-35 years before falling apart. I put in a good 15 years before life unraveled for me. I know 20-somethings who held jobs for 5 years before their brains and bodies just couldn’t go back. My son will never work a day in his life.
I can’t imagine what the next generation looks like. What are we going to have 50 years from now? When I am 88 years old who will be taking care of all the ill, elderly and disabled when there are no healthy people left?
I was reading an article a month or so ago about Gen X vs. Millennials… I read a couple, so maybe in my head they are bleeding together. It had some good points. But one thing bothered me. The author basically said that we Gen X’ers need to put down our kitting and home soap making and canning and go out and lead the world. No statement in recent history brought on such feelings of ambivalence. Part of me wants that very much… to go out there and shake you all by the shoulders and get you to listen. Part of me thinks the world and species are too far gone. I need to knit and garden and make my own soap… and teach my kids the basic homesteading and survival skills that they are going to need in a disastrous future –that is more near than you think. Our civilization is collapsing. Do I waste my time trying to convince you too?
Are we OK with damage control and trying to make sure our kids will lead happy and healthy lives? Pack it up and call it a day?
I very much want to have a conversation with my 9 year someday where I beg him to not have children. Because his life will likely be OK on this planet. But I don’t think the lives of my Grandchildren would be. Or is there more we can do. Are there enough of us seeing the iceberg in time to steer away the ship?
‘Autism’ is the sum of all the parts.
Society is collapsing. The human extinction has begun. Start here. Watch this. –Go pee first so you don’t piss your pants from fear. It’s the documentary “The Disappearing Male”, which I can’t share often enough.
Read this too, look at the photos. Think of Autism while you do. It’s a five part series on Agent Orange and Vietnam. To me, the photos of the affected kids… a lot of them have similar postures of “autistic” kids. Also, read about the two daughters with Chiari. [Update 2014: That article link doesn’t work anymore. I am leaving this in the blog as a reminder to myself –Going to dig around and try to find the story. It was an amazing story on the legacy of Agent Orange in Vietnam and back home.]